k whatever just gonna throw off the facades already.
maybe i'm just scared, and i don't even know what of.
WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY
Why should anyone choose to spend their birthday with me I REALLY DON'T DESERVE IT
WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY
nononononononononono
don't don't don't please
Wow this is slightly embarassing.
HAHAHA so i found this old blog. Hopefully no one else ever rediscovers it.
Hmm. And so the plot thickens. Weirdest things happen in JC. None of my friends like each other LOL
i don't even know what i'd done wrong
I think i have quite a few close friends here, but my closest friends like hate each other LOL so what am i supposed to do? Thank God i have natalie, or i'd have died a million times over in JC.
And it doesn't help that I'm like a walking lump of awkwardness that probably doesn't know how to follow social mores of conduct asdfghjkl
And though I feel so free after A's life just feels so empty? Like i'm further away from God than ever. Further away from family and idk. Just feel so uncertain about everything and becoming so bimbotic.
Today was fund raising in church! The sec2s sold nachos again. i think we shouldn't do it again next year, it's getting boring. Hahaha.
I'm so amazed that all those little kids i know have facebook, and they're like, 6 or 7? :O
Polka's in 2 weeks! AHHHH!
i was supposed to post this on wednesday, sorry. :D
I'm back from band camp! :D
Band camp was super fun!
I wish band camp would last longer, cause i feel so close to my section during band camp.
and i'm so happy that i'm in such a wonderful section! :D Otherwise going for band would be like torture.
Last night the stupid elza and her derrick cheated our feelings D:
And then in the morning everyone realised the alumni put flour on us and our slippers.
HI
WEL
COME
TO
BAND
CAMP
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EXCLAMATION MARK!
HAHAHA
Appeal results are out!
My appeal didn't work :/
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But it's okay :D